my thoughts

3/15/2025

the warmer it gets outside the better i feel

3/2/2025

wow i can't believe it's a new year already. a lot has been changing in my life i gotta figure out what to do for my career still seems like that's something that is still in the back of my mind. been working on music almost everyday getting better at guitar almost everyday i know things will pay off >:)

12/15/2024

it's been a while since my last entry. shortly after it i went on a trip to japan, taiwan, and vietnam. it was lots of fun and i feel like it was also really eye opening. although now that i'm back it's been a weird couple of days getting back into the swing of things. happy to be back though. haven't been really doing much but i got a lot of cool new ideas for this site that i can't wait to put some time into once i got that time!

11/1/2024

blahh been so low energy to go out and do stuff but ive been having fun doing other things like playing music and playing overwatch LOL

10/23/2024

i finished shadow generations two days ago it was pretty fun but short also so excited for the new tyler album i thought noid was really good! been listening to a lot of mk.gee lately too

10/20/2024

things have been good lately the new sonic game comes out soon, i've been having really good conversations with the people around me, lots a good new music coming out and been going out a lot by myself things feel GOOOOOD

10/14/2024

compared to everyone else i really dont like fall it always feels like it's the start of the dread and eventually i feel like i have absolutely no motivation when winter comes.. it doesn't feel like life picks back up until spring but im going to try my best this year because i feel this way every year

10/12/2024

pretty much got to where i want to be with the site. just need to finish making the art webpage and i have a general idea of what it's going to look like :p also i think keeping this page as a diary is doing too much lol i dont want random people knowing my deepest darkest thoughts im thinking of moving it to just being like a twitter or something hah

10/11/2024

taking time off work was great. i was able to spend so much time with loved ones, work on some music, and learn more about web development. there's a lot of work to be done still of course with this website but i feel like im grasping the concepts well and it's coming together slowly but surely. i lowkey got the hang of html but why is css so confusing lol

10/5/2024

it was my birthday the other day i usually don't think to fondly of birthdays but it feels like now, every year i grow older, every year i learn more about myself and feel more comfortable with myself. this year i wanted to be even more fulfilled than i already am with my life. working so much took a lot of time out of me and maybe it's my own time management but i slowly felt less of myself because of how much i was working. i'm privileged enough to take work off and do what i want to do which i'm really grateful for. one of the projects i wanted to start was actually this website. i'm learning a lot about html already and it feels good to learn new things that i've always wanted to learn. as weird as it sounds, i also have been wanting to consume more media like video games, movies, books, music, and more. i feel like i've got a creative itch that i need to tend to, there's songs i want to finish, stories i want to tell, games i want to play. again, it sounds ridiculous but taking time to consume media breeds inspiration for me. this year, i also want to become a more understanding person. there's a lot to learn and a lot that i have to work on for myself. ultimately, i want to be able to look back at this older age as a year where i feel like i become a better and a more full person..