my thoughts

11/1/2024

blahh been so low energy to go out and do stuff but ive been having fun doing other things like playing music and playing overwatch LOL

10/23/2024

i finished shadow generations two days ago it was pretty fun but short also so excited for the new tyler album i thought noid was really good! been listening to a lot of mk.gee lately too

10/20/2024

things have been good lately the new sonic game comes out soon, i've been having really good conversations with the people around me, lots a good new music coming out and been going out a lot by myself things feel GOOOOOD

10/14/2024

compared to everyone else i really dont like fall it always feels like it's the start of the dread and eventually i feel like i have absolutely no motivation when winter comes.. it doesn't feel like life picks back up until spring but im going to try my best this year because i feel this way every year

10/12/2024

pretty much got to where i want to be with the site. just need to finish making the art webpage and i have a general idea of what it's going to look like :p also i think keeping this page as a diary is doing too much lol i dont want random people knowing my deepest darkest thoughts im thinking of moving it to just being like a twitter or something hah

10/11/2024

taking time off work was great. i was able to spend so much time with loved ones, work on some music, and learn more about web development. there's a lot of work to be done still of course with this website but i feel like im grasping the concepts well and it's coming together slowly but surely. i lowkey got the hang of html but why is css so confusing lol

10/5/2024

it was my birthday the other day i usually don't think to fondly of birthdays but it feels like now, every year i grow older, every year i learn more about myself and feel more comfortable with myself. this year i wanted to be even more fulfilled than i already am with my life. working so much took a lot of time out of me and maybe it's my own time management but i slowly felt less of myself because of how much i was working. i'm privileged enough to take work off and do what i want to do which i'm really grateful for. one of the projects i wanted to start was actually this website. i'm learning a lot about html already and it feels good to learn new things that i've always wanted to learn. as weird as it sounds, i also have been wanting to consume more media like video games, movies, books, music, and more. i feel like i've got a creative itch that i need to tend to, there's songs i want to finish, stories i want to tell, games i want to play. again, it sounds ridiculous but taking time to consume media breeds inspiration for me. this year, i also want to become a more understanding person. there's a lot to learn and a lot that i have to work on for myself. ultimately, i want to be able to look back at this older age as a year where i feel like i become a better and a more full person..